You know what sucks about coming home ? The peeving boisterousness, the lack of silence and the deprivation of freedom. There isn’t a corner in this house that can give me the feeling of tranquility. Oh please, I especially need quiet time now. Please just a month or less. That’s all I ask.
I miss Macky more and more each day. If only we could be together all the time. I miss us watching episodes of our favorite tv shows together: The Big Bang Theory, New Girl, 2 Broke Girls, and the new drama Touch. I miss him catching up on Lost with me. And most of all I miss his warmth, his kisses and caresses.
I let Macky do the favor of keeping all our books since I couldn’t bring them all here cos that would mean putting their existence in great danger. Macky and I love to read very much and I’m glad that’s one of many things we have in common. Someday, we’re gonna fill our own home with tons and tons of books cos we both feel it’s very important. I can’t wait to live together with Macky, for the rest of our lives!
P.S. I’m sorry my love, one of your greatest fears has been realised. Hunger Games is getting really popular right now. It sucks right? And yes, we’re gonna be together forever very soon. I can’t wait! Keep praying and holding on okay? I LOVE YOU!
Snorlax! Hahaha! Yey! I’m excited too, and I don’t know why :)excited to watch my neighbor totoro with my Edda!
You put me back together.You’re the only person in this world who truly cares for me. You placate me from all the anger burning inside me.You save me from all my afflictions and you drive me into finding hope again. You believe in me more than I believe in myself.
But that remaining faith in me is growing fainter and fainter like a shooting star crashing down in a black night, losing all its light and exquisiteness and soon every dream will be deemed impossible and I’ll be forever miserable and stuck in this unsettling obscurity.
I’m freezing from the coldness of the people around me. I’m terrified of their thoughts,of their words, I’d rather die than feel nonexistent. These people has shattered my dreams. I wish I can hold you in my arms right now. I wish you’d blanket me with your warmth, perfume me with your gentle kisses and bathe me with your whispers, that we’re gonna take on the world together, through everything, through anything, that you will be mine forever. Forever, that’s all I need.
I really need you right now. I miss you.
1. Falls no.1 - one of the seven falls of Lake Sebu, 2. Macky, marvelling at the scenery of falls and mountains, 3. A floating restaurant with a huge tilapia replica on top, 4. Mist coming off at the foot of the waterfalls.
